Setting the Stage
Coming into our relationship, Sienna’s sexual fantasies centered around being submissive. While I have many fantasies, cuckold play is a personal favorite. Nothing makes me hotter than imagining my lover getting off on being taken by a well-hung black man. While the actual size of my cock remains open to interpretation from readers, I do enjoy a kink known as “small penis teasing”. Despite our fantasies appearing to be in conflict, we eventually merged our individual fantasies into a shared and wildly exciting cuckold fantasy. As we were in the process of moving from fantasy to reality, Sienna sent me an email describing her vision of our cuckold fantasy from a submissive woman’s perspective.
Cuckolding: A Submissive Woman’s Perspective
Email Excerpt: July 2014
I LOVE you, my amazing sexy Man! And, I LOVE your cock…MY cock! My sweet little cock. Baby, this is why we are perfect together. Well, it is one of many, many reasons but one of the physical reasons. Your little cock fits my little pussy and tight space [ass] so PERFECTLY!!! Yet, you make me want to explore and yearn for more…a bigger, longer, thicker, and darker cock! Of course, this yearning is only for the contrast and our naughty fun though.
Sweet love, it is important to me that the other man knows how much I love, adore and respect you. I want him to know that you are not “less than” in my eyes. This is one of the big reasons I’m so uncomfortable about having some random black guy with a big cock taking me. Yes, he will fuck me and it will be hot, but it isn’t about me and him. It is all about OUR experience…it’s about you and me!
This is why I’m so, so, so excited about Jalen [a black man we engaged to bring our fantasy to life]. He knows how special and amazing we are together and what all of this naughtiness means to us. He has read our love stories [from the blog we shared] and understands our deep connection. He knows and understands the passion, lust, and love we have for one another. It’s so important to me that the other man knows this. I am YOUR girl!
I submit to YOUR desire for me to be fucked by a muscular, hung black man. I could have experienced this at any point in my life before you but didn’t. Now, I want to experience this as an act of submission to you for US. It makes me so hot thinking about you telling me to take out his cock and the other naughty things that you will tell me to do or direct to have happen. Whether I am sucking his big cock or he is fucking me good, I am submitting to your direction. I do it for you, not for him. I do it to him, to please you. You are in charge of my sexual pleasure even if you bring in another man to give it to me!
My deepest form of submission is to you–the man I love with all my soul–directing and telling me you want me to have a bigger, thicker more fulfilling-sized cock…allowing another man to stretch and fill my pussy to the max! To please you, I am allowing a black man to thrust and bury his long, thick black cock deep in my pussy and give me more than I have ever experienced before.
It’s an exhilarating rush of naughty submission that I never imagined possible as you push my submission and sexuality to new limits. This is such a naughty contrast to my reality. People me would be SHOCKED to know I have such naughty dark cravings and something about that makes me so hot! Experiencing a bigger, darker, thicker cock is also such a contrast to your beautiful but smaller, white cock. Just thinking about it makes me gush with silky wetness!
I don’t think I’ve shared this with you before, but there is another erotic twist in this fantasy that is such a turn on. The hung black man will think he has his sexy white girl now. He sees himself as the pleasure and erotic passion I seek. He envisions himself as the center of my universe and believes I will see you as nothing and inferior. He thinks he has it all and is controlling the scenario and can get me. Yet, the impetus for me is what it is for US! It’s all about OUR pleasure seeking for US! He plays a role that is not about the intimate, adoring love, and deep connection we have. He’s only there for our fun and captivating naughtiness. What can’t be taken and won over is the deep, heartfelt, and connecting love we have fostered and treasure.
Mmmmm, this is my secret and real depiction of our fantasy and our true love, Babe!
Sienna’s love and commitment to me and our relationship was evident in this email. She did a wonderful job capturing the essence of our cuckold fantasy and how she saw herself as submitting to me within the experience. I also enjoyed how she envisioned us in the moment and how important it was for her Bull to see and feel the power of our love for one another…even as he is fucking her. She also provided a heavy dose of “small penis teasing” which I find extremely exciting as a form of psychological masochism.
She was always clear and consistent with me about how she felt and wanted to experience the fantasy, but I did have concerns. Through her sharing of fantasies and desires with Jalen during the buildup, she would tell him another story and create different expectations in his mind for how she wanted the experience to play out. This would become a mild but persistent point of friction between us as we moved towards reality.
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